so long never update already.. me juz not those type that really likes to write diaries since young~ anyway, my moodz have been consistently taking the path of a pendullum – good.. bad.. good.. bad.. But recently, or rather since few months back, it kinda lingered in the bad moodz spot more. I got one collegue who says need to stay cheerful — but then if my moodz constantly in the dumps due to work, relations bla bla, it will be gam pua hard lah.. almost like 自己骗自己.. can’t be living in self-denial all the times..

when me feelin down.. i always like to go walk walk.. remembered once during final year in poly when i am feeling dem stressed, i walked from lab, passed canteen, walked towards stadium, walked 3 rounds ard the track before i start to feel better.. Recently that happened again, for some unknown reasons, moodz really lingered in the “bad spot” too long, n so i walked: bugis (picked up a book from kinokuniya there), suntec (met old sec sch fren), millenia walk, marina square, esplanade.. kinda a long walk but felt much better after that.. =)

since young, i am the type that will like to bottle up my feelings.. now looking for someone that i will be able to pour my feelings too. If my aunt saw this post, i think she will be happy, since it meant i will b starting to on the scanner n look for a gf again.. it was off for  6 long years.. signz,  the nitez before teambuilding told her that me will not b coming back to sleep. Her response is predictable and str8 to the point – 记得找个nu3朋友！piang eh.. =\ buay sian ah.. really tiredz of hearing that for four years already.. But rest assured lah, i will not be like bek bek, din wanna get married, since kiMz is kinda feelin lonely againz.. =p

work
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 same bo liao shit everyday, din really learn anything particularly useful from this project! And I am in it for two years already.. sometimes dunno wat i am thinking also. It might be of the following reasons: 1) good boss, 2) good collegues.. Like wat ZY says, it does feel like a family in that little room, it does makes it difficult to leave.. But I did learn some useful stuff from that project – mainly it was wats-not-to do in a software project and it did getted me interested in software design patterns (sadly to say, i only managed to really apply 3 out of 40++ so far)

my pc in office.. recently also got some mood swings.. i guessed i stressed it out too much.. graphics card konged out liao.. but it did gave me some good reasons not to join them for the periodic “team building” sessions and use the time to do some recall-reading on the design patterns book that has always been on my desk.. hehez =p But i am still really easily distracted..

workload piled up.. but kinda have no motivation to do them at all..

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IPPT!
the time of the year is approaching.. but still haven really go runz.. no probz with all the static stations but my timing for shuttle run is eccentric either 5 points or 0 points.. =p the 2.4km run is the crux of passing this ippt test.. need more practise on that.. haha

i also juz realised that i can set passwords to posts.. that is gonna be really useful! mwhahaha.. gotta try it out later =p

 930 liao~ time for breakfast!!! then decide where to go laterz