Posted by: kiMz.. | November 3, 2007

tireDz..

tireDz of almost everything.. but currently is really physically tired.. Last night, kinda went for overnight mahjong at jan’s house.. It was fun but now i am currently very shacked out! But instead of sleeping, I am here typing this post! Zy, Brandon, Me, Wx and of course Jan are involved.. Coincidently, this is also the Taipei Expedition Group.. haha.. Really dem tiredz but fun..

 tireDz.. mentally.. not in termz of work but more in the other aspects of my personal life.. I always bottle my emotions.. In normal times, I will be able to handle.. But recent events, this ever-expandable bottle seems to haf over-stretched its limits. I guess its gonna be close to the breaking limit soon.. If I am unable to find an outlet.. No, I dun have a screw loose. But i need that cap to be unscrewed or loosened! ><”

tired.. tireDz kiMz..

Posted by: kiMz.. | October 31, 2007

the testament?

bwhahaha.. in office now.. feeelin so crappy now.. heard something funny and interesting yesterday evening… Perhaps, they juz dun realise it? =D

Maybe will write more when i reach home tonite.. =P

..zMik

Posted by: kiMz.. | October 14, 2007

minor updates..

Finally, that exercise is completed.. so now reverted back to ’slogging’ it out in the office.. But the other ex is still on-goin, so kinda now office still dun haf a lot of people..  they say tt it will only end 1st week of nov? wah lan.. that is still a long way off..

anyway.. had a chat with Tiff a few days ago.. kinda told her about used-to-be-alone syndrome.. then she played aunt agony le.. yupz, i will b heedin her advice, and slowly change my mindset.. currently, my mindset is still too selfish – i dun wanna share things aka my life with other people .. hope my mindset will change for the better…… else likely will keep do many other unfair stuff to the people ard me.. ><”

 good day peepz..

..zMik

Posted by: kiMz.. | October 3, 2007

STUPID army users!

wat the fuk are they thinkin of.. basically, they gave my 3DA users two new set of laptops to configure!! wah lan, they haf to install n redo all the frickin configurations from scratch! Then tell me, wat is the purpose of preparation rd 1 and rd 2? Might as well juz ask them and me to come down during this preparation phase?! wat a waste of my time.. kns

another amusing thing happened today.. we were trying to settle the configurations for the laptops when one female warrant officer decided that the server area is messy due to the cables.. She told them to frickin off the server without even asking who is still using it.. Wah lan, i understand that some ministers will be coming down to view the CP.. But at least let us get the system up n running first before beautifying the place!!! wat a stupid move, in the end we wasted ard half an hour waitin before they get things runing. Cause they setup everything liao.. then found out they din connect them to the ups which is connected to the mains.. haiz..

but we did get some laughs outta it.. that is mainly the only consolation for the day!!!

Posted by: kiMz.. | October 1, 2007

Some tests..

i found something interesting on my friend’s blog.. they are some personality tests.. I will post the results here.. It will be up to you to say accurate anotz.. =p

Test 1: Get to know yourself better
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
Results:
Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don’t judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren’t necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people’s eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren’t interested in wasting time with people you don’t really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don’t focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don’t succeed. Don’t give up when you haven’t yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It’s time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
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Test 2:Your workin style
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test47.aspx
Results:Your Working Style

You have a great deal of warmth, but may not show it until you know a person well. You keep your warm side inside, like a fur-lined coat. When you are care, you care deeply, but are more likely to show your feeling by deeds rather than words. You are very faithful to duties and obligations related to things or people you care about.

You take a very personal approach to life, judging everything by your inner ideals and personal values. You stick to your values with passionate conviction, but can be influenced by someone you care deeply about. Although your inner loyalties and ideals govern your lives, you find these hard to talk about. Your deepest feelings are seldom expressed; your inner tenderness is masked by quiet reserve.

In everyday activities you are tolerant, open-mind, flexible, and adaptable. If one of your inner loyalties is threatened, though, you will not give and inch. You usually enjoy the present moment, and do not like to spoil it by rushing to get thing done. You have little wish to impress or dominate. The people you prize the most are those who take the time to understand your values and the goals you are working toward.

You are interested mainly in the realities brought to you by your senses, both inner and outer. You are apt to enjoy fields where taste, discrimination, and a sense of beauty and proportion are important. You have a special love of nature and a sympathy with animals. You often excel in craftsmanship and the work of your hands is usually more eloquent than words.

You are twice as good when working at a job that you believe in, since your feeling adds energy to your efforts. You see the needs of the moment and try to meet them. You want your work to contribute to something that matters to you– human understanding, happiness, or health. You want to have a purpose beyond your paycheck, no matter how big the check. You are perfectionists whenever you deeply care about something, and are particularly suited for work that requires both devotion and a large measure of adaptability.

The problem for you is that you may feel such a contrast between your inner ideals and your actual accomplishments that you may burden yourself with a sense of inadequacy. This can be true even when you are being as effective as others. You take for granted anything you do well and are the most modest of all the types, tending to underrate and understate yourself.

It is important for you to find practical ways to express your ideals; otherwise you will keep dreaming of the impossible and accomplish very little. If you find no actions to express your ideal, you can become too sensitive and vulnerable, with dwindling confidence in life and in yourself. Actually, you have much to give and need only to find the spot where you are needed.

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Test 3: Psychological Tests..
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test6.aspx
Psychological Test

Here is the analysis:

  • You have a complicated personality.
  • How ambitious you are depends on the height that you answered, which is: Middle.
  • You try to please everyone, the size of this personality as seen by others is small.
  • Glass means fragile personality.
  • You are also down-to-earth.
  • You are an opportunist.
  • Your best friend is the one you need when you are in trouble.

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 of course.. some describes me.. some dun really describes me.. =p

kiMz..

Posted by: kiMz.. | October 1, 2007

Some minor updatez..

some minor updates.. worklife for the past week is dem hectic, especially for LipHong n Van, since they kinda are required to go down 2×1 for sat n sun too.. =x

for me, with no cat 1 clearance, i am unable to go down so i am kinda free on sat n sun.. on sat, i kinda walked ard orchard road for the longest period of time in my life. Met ZY in jurong for breakfast after his IPPT (which he gets silver). $200 for his efforts! After brunching, i went to orchard to look for my book and after which go walk walk.. Walking around not too aimlessly, for the first few times, i windowed shop more seriously. But all of them too ex loh, the kiam siap me wun wanna buy.. =p Finally settle for a shirt at Domanchi for a dmg factor of $42.. Black n dark purple, i like the colour combi too much, then go try le.. In the midst of tryin, i found out that my tummy kinda grew bigger loh.. Haf to settle for a bigger sized shirt.. =x After this “shopping” frenzies, got ktv session with zy, jan, wenxin, angel n her fren melvin or calvin. Of course, got took video of angel doin something cute n unexpected.. xD Of course, will not be able to share that video in the open, cause that video was supposed to be deleted le.. I dun wanna end up in angel’s black notebook.. haha =p

On sunday, basically went ECP to blade with zhiying n his 3 other frens. Two of them (zhangqing n lavina) i knew from the salsa class, so  today, i kinda met another new fren? =p It was fun blading with them, all are beginning class.. So all not zai in stopping one.. haha. After blading, we went pastamania to eat and played bridge after dinner. Agnes, the new fren, actually proposed to us that the losers will take one swig of beer!! Luckily, we are able to disssuade her.. haha

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Communications? Hmm.. to me, i kinda think that comms is important in any relationship? So far in my life, i think i only kinda opened up to only two ladies before. One of them is of course my ex and the other is of course the niao mei. Haha!!! Basically, i can crap to them anything in my mind w/o restrictions or havin to think too much.. If anyone says that i got nothing much to talk to them, then it kinda mean that i din really open up le. In this situation, to me, it will be best to leave it as it is and maintain a good frenship? Else, i know that i will b wasting the other party’s valuable time.. =( That will be my primary hestitation in going to any relationships with people. For i know that, I wun be as chatty as other people one.. so I currently likely will remain as the unstable kiMz, who will do or say something crazy, crappy, lame or cold in some unexpected times.. =x

So i am kinda still lookin for one that holds the key factor to unleashing a more talkative kiMz.. so where r you? haha..

kinda a long post today.. this week will be a good week! anyway, went for a haircut and the guy said that i got oily scalp n need to take care.. recommended me some kinda treatment also.. But it cost $188 for one session.. haha Of course, there are packages of 10, 15, 20 and 30 sessions! I no money to sign up.. But tt guy is quite good.. so likely i will go there look for him, say one month plus later? =p

 good day peepurz.. kiMzz….

Posted by: kiMz.. | September 28, 2007

bz 2 weekz..

these past two weekz haf been bz.. preping for Ex stuff.. but then most of the time spent in camp is WASTED! wtf, sometimes we r told to reach there by 8am juz to go there look at them setup the network n other pc equipment.. I predict they likely ready only after 1045+++. True enuf, we kinda only started doin actual work after 11. By then, it is almost lunch time loh..

there are systems with no engr support.. hmm, or rather they dun wanna come down due to some other “reasons”. Then the engrs on the grd (us) are kinda expected to know their systems and troubleshoot the integration.. That only results in more time wastage. Up til now, still got one sys not yet successfully “integrated”.. quite steady loh.. =p

Two evenings ago, i got really pissed off with the very first taxi driver.. When almost reaching my stop, he got a phone call. I got no “reception” with him when i told him to stop at the bus stop.. So he went on straight, then i told him to turn right after turning into the carpark.. But he still go on straight. Ard this time, i am gettin pissed. Then i told him to stop at the shelter. I think he either is di gong di xiao or wat, he CONT to drive his taxi after the shelter. Then i yelled at him to stop. That was the last straw, he actually got the cheek to tell me off “Ni ye bu xu yao shout dui ma, zuo ren bu yao ze yang ma”. That really got me pissed off, str8 away go dissed him liao. Wah lan, you ownself never concentrate on my requests then still say that kinda stuff. If i yelled at him after he din concentrate for the first time, then i admit that it is my fault loh. But three fricking times? -.-” Too bad, i din note down his name and cab vehicle number, else i confirm go complain like a normal singaporean..

anyway.. this is the first post that i typed in office.. hahaha.. i like my collegues but i dun like my job.. lol

good day peeps..

kiMz..

Posted by: kiMz.. | September 13, 2007

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Posted by: kiMz.. | September 11, 2007

some minor updatEs..

nothing much to update actualli.. but today, they had a mini discussion about fortune-telling.. how zeag’s encounter was accurate.. kinda recommend me to go have my readin done too.. No loh, i can’t go to this kinda stuff one. If it is good, it will still be okay. But if the reading is bad, I confirm will keep thinking about it one.. I know myself, so i know I wun b goin for that kinda stuff one.. =p

alamaKs.. Shawn say me fickle-minded with games and kinda related it to wat i might do if i am involved in bgr thingys.. Haiz, sadded, why say me fickle leh.. No loh.. i dun think i will b fickle if i am involved in a serious relationship.. =( But seriously, it will be hard on the girl to be someone as eccentric as me (my mooDz swing to extreme ends too often), not to mention big lame lamer too.. haha So i am still loooooking!!!!!!!!! =p

Last time got people ask me wat qualities that i will look into for the prospective “The One”:

  1. Pleasant-looking
  2. Nice eyes
  3. sweet n kind-hearted
  4. Able to stand lame (无聊) jokes
  5. withstand my eccentric mood swings??
  6. A lamer herself.. hahaha
  7. understand the 2 but not more than 2 logic..
  8. + some others..

haha.. thatz about it.. not too hard n not too ez either..  so those tat got read my blog one, u know of anybody that can fulfil these 7 ok-ok,lame-lame, n not too impossible de criteria anotz? xD

dunno who got read my blog also.. write some comments like “<name>在此一游”???? thankz for yer support.. xD

 Good day to all.. back to training my Jeanne D’ Arc.. nitEz peepurz..

kiMz..

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